It has been forever since I have been on here. I am going to start with the most recent events and go backwards. I have decided that I wanted to lose weight. As of today, I have lost 20 lbs, 2in around my waist, and 3 in from my hips. I am very excited about this. I have set little goals in place to hit my main goal. I would like to get down to 130 pounds. My first goal is 170. Only 10 pounds to this goal but I have a feeling this will be tough. I have decided that now I am eating healthy I have to start exercising. So I am now adding 10-12 minutes a day on the treadmill. People ask why I want to do this their are two reasons: 1) so i can keep on with Ethan and 2) I want to look I did when I married Jeff.
At the end of November, 3 teens in our community died in a car accident. This my whole family so much. 2 of the boys were very close to my oldest. It is very weird to have kids in our house and not to see their faces in the group. Jayson is having a hard time dealing with it. He always fought the rules but now it is even worse. Last night was News Years and we went out to dinner but had to come home because he felt he was entitled to go out. I thought my husband was going to kill him. We haven't been out in months. The counselor says it going to get worse before gets better but I think it is already there. I can't wait for real life to hit Jayson on the head and he wants us to bail him out. He takes us for granted and expects to do whatever and gives us no credit or concern. It annoys me to no end. That is the end of that rant.
