Ready to Cry

I have been working out for about an hour every week day for the last week and 1/2 for almost an hour a day but I haven't lost a pound, actually the scale says that I gained a pound. I am so very frustrated. I really want to lose the weight, I don't want to look like this anymore. I don't know what I am doing wrong. I do yoga and 30 minutes of cardio one day and strength training and 30 minutes of cardio the other day. I am so very disappointed.

working out

I have been working out everyday so far this week. I might not have lost any weight but I am sure something is being done because my muscles in my legs and arms are killing me.  As of today I also had sweat dripping down my back and off my head. I am sure that is a good sign that I am knocking off calories. My goal is to be able to walk 2 miles by the end of summer with struggling to breathe.  I need to go get my medicine for the nebulizer to help get my breathing under control.

Overweight

I have really decided I don't like the way I look or feel.  I get out of breath pretty easily when I am chasing after Ethan. (of course, I do have asthma so that doesn't help) I just want to get down to a size 8 or 10. I don;t like my tummy hanging over my pants or my boobs the size they are.  So as of yesterday, I started using the wii fit and decided to walk or ride my bike everyday.

Summer vacation

My summer vacation started on Friday.  But of course Ethan was sick, so it wasn't very much fun.  Then yesterday we did more rearranging in the house. I do hope that is done for awhile.  Last night Jeff and I went out for dinner, and on our way home we got to watching the clouds and it looked very nasty everywhere but the Elmwood area got hit with a tornado and it destroyed  most of downtown.  I feel a little helpless, wishing that I could do something.  Today, I hope will be relaxing. I am going to try out to new burger recipes that I found with my own little twist. 

I will spend my summer babysitting two kids starting next week. I plan on going to see the Lego exhibit at Lakeview and going to the zoo. I don't have to worry about going to a pool, as we already own one.  Of course summer is never summer with out doing a little school work.

anniversary

I know that Jeff and mine anniversary isn't as long as some of our friends but it seems that we have been together forever. We have really grown in the last 7 yrs being married and as a whole 9. We have grown to know each others quarks and to know when one of us is upset and how to handle each other. We just like to spend time on our anniversary at home with our kids doing family things. We don't need to do anything special to know how much we love each other. He is the love of my life and I would never change that.

Last days of school for the year

I am sitting in study hall with my students and all but one is doing nothing. THey are loud and don't care who comes in to tell them to be quiet. We only have 4 days of school left and I can't wait. The students are going insane. I can't wait because then my boss can leave me alone for a couple of months and I dont have to worry about all the extra work she makes us do.

Grumpy

Somebody told my hubby that I am grumpy alot. I never thought of it as grumpy but iy probably is. I work all day and am still expected to cook, clean, and do laundry. So when I ask to have the dishwasher unloaded, their toys, clothes, etc. picked up or whatever it is, I would like it done the first time and not have to repeat myself multiple times. Of course it doesn't help that my hubby makes fun of me constantly or the kids don't get along. It just adds to the daily stress. Their is also the possibility that I have been nonstop sick the last 3 months. I think that all this stuff adds up to grumpy to me.